i can see the fear build in your eyes
it's mother fuckers like you i despise

>some where deep inside
i have a heart i hide

>some where deep inside
i'm still alive

only now have i begun to embrace my weirdness
i feel as though i am a dog
but i walk on my hind legs
i speak about the way things used to be and
an intellectual ambiguity


>like the relation of ghost to mist

i wish i wasn't such a nervous wreck
i wish i could feel again
my heart needs a jump start
how can i find my self in this sadness
all that's left is my own madness

we take for granite all the gifts we are given
image being born with out vocal cords
or the ability to hear
image living life in a wheel chair
this used to be a tree
this used to be a tree
this used to be a tree
it was living just like me.

>grant me strength to except the things that i can not change

>only the strong shall survive
i'll be the first to strike a match
just pour the gasoline
another bar burns

>i'll burn this place to the ground
if anyone stands in my way
we weed the weak to bread the strong
this conviction is all i have left
here i stand
a broken man
body shaking and nothing left to give

>i've been chewing my tongue
i've been grinding my teeth
is there anything that separates me from the weak
i hurt myself to remind me i'm real

i've been mesmerized by your eyes
on second thought these all just might be lies
i know how this will end
we wont talk, we wont be friends